I miss you in the moment most -
just before I open my eyes and arise,
for it is then I have to let go of the dream
wherein you and I dwelled together, love's most cherished prize
I miss you next when I put my feet upon the floor,
and I realize it is another day
of hours where I shall hear from you no more.
I miss you next in the corners of my mind,
anger, hurt, joy, sweetness, all of this combined.
Then it is twilight,
and I have to lay myself back down,
a candle flickers, a shadow appears,
I whisper your name, you answer in an unearthly intoxicating sound
I reach for you just as my dream begins once more
I feel you slide into my embrace, only desire I sense
I smell your skin, I feel your passion intense,
oh how I want you to take me further, no fear do I harbor.
Once more I am yours, Beloved Immortal of mine with unholy charms
and I am now willingly lost, to life, vitae to vitae,kiss to kiss upon split arms
gifted in shadows of my own bed as there we stay
satin becomes the shroud of my birth, night becomes my birthing day
and I find in ecstasy as through it with you I in joint unparalleled joy
fly into passions bursting that are beyond any I have known or seen afore
Sweet is the nectar you pour out for me
life unto unlife forever in your arms becomes gifted to me.
And then into the night once more we fly.
Till dawn comes a creeping and to my room I return, satisfied.